I'm Not Dead

Hi there, if you were wondering where I've been, I've been in the state of mind. HA, did you see what I did there? Oh wow, haha I'm a very pathetic little girl :/

Yeah, I've been spending my days here: http://frazzle.tumblr.com/
I'd advise you not to go there, but I've posted it, so whatever.

I don't want to update on what's happened because it's pretty tragic[ally boring...I wish]. How long has it been, 2 months-ish? Oh well, what's done is done and if I've seen you or talked to you in those months, you know what's been going on and etcetera, it's getting kind of awkward, yeah.
Also, if Isaac and Eric are in computers reading this so they can read other people's blogs, hello you two. But mostly Isaac. LOL, just kidding (: No, but really, I saw the both of you reading other's blogs and possibly even mine (but I really doubt that) and I was thinking how awkward it was. My Tumblr is much more awkward/solemn. Ooh, maybe I should post more songs on there so I can listen to them in class :D ...Sorry, I got off my train of thought.

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This week:
-I have an A in biology now. Fuck yes, finally!
-I have a solid B in Spanish and English and I don't care, because at least it isn't a B-.
-I got a 24 out of 25 on the part one TKAM test. Highest in class :D
-I have dressed nicely and haven't gotten caught yet. Woo hoo, suck it Hoshi. Sorry Kiersten ):
-Spencer & Taylor's classes are watching To Kill a Mockingbird. OMFG, it's like Mr. Patten, Perdew, and Evan all time traveled to the 40's. Walter Cunningham/Perdew was soooo cute. I'm kind of mad that the movie skipped practically everything in the book.
-YEARBOOKS! 7 times.
-I signed up for a year of AP Euro. Hopefully I'm already on Mr. O's good side by being polite and saying that I already looked at the syllabus >:] /nerd.
-I presented numerous times.
-I made AG (Advanced Girls).


I want everything to end painlessly and not awkwardly between me and a lot of people.
Hopefully the summer would give everyone enough time to figure out what they really want.
That's what I hope I do, clear my mind and focus on what is necessary in my life right now.
I'm a hopeless romantic, but that'd have to be put off to the side a bit for next year.
Sophomore year is going to kill me.