Really Now

This is just mainly the things that describe me dead on right now.

Song: "Mad" by Ne-Yo
I just feel like this at times. When songs don't have bullshit metaphors and smiles and just straight out say what they're trying to communicate, it makes the song much more meaningful. I feel so perfectly in sync with this song at times and it comforts me in a kind of weird way. It tugs on my heart a bit. You have no idea how many times I've gone to bed pissed.

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/default.asp
I saw it on Sofa's blog and I wanted to see if it also nailed down my description perfectly. Dammit, they did:

"You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
You are full of stress at this time. It would seem that you are having more than your fair share of trials and tribulations and you are looking for a way out. You are not quite sure which way to go but the advice is - 'Stop trying so hard'.
You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.
Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.
You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone."

I'm in a pensive mood right now.
I'm missing a certain someone :/